WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.000 --> 00:00:06.284 Hello everyone! My name is Yaroslava. Today I want to share my 2 00:00:06.284 --> 00:00:12.335 experience of Alexander Zharkov’s forty-day programme. There is a lot I 3 00:00:12.335 --> 00:00:16.000 could say, but I will try to keep it brief. 4 00:00:16.000 --> 00:00:23.846 After this practice, what felt like magic began to happen, above all 5 00:00:23.846 --> 00:00:25.000 inside me. 6 00:00:25.000 --> 00:00:31.839 All my life I thought the world was just like this: relationships were 7 00:00:31.839 --> 00:00:38.092 supposed to be more or less a certain way. Relationships with my 8 00:00:38.092 --> 00:00:42.000 parents, fulfilment, work and what I do. 9 00:00:42.000 --> 00:00:48.923 But deep down I felt bad. Somewhere inside I felt something was wrong. I 10 00:00:48.923 --> 00:00:55.654 lived like everyone else. That was what you were supposed to do. After 11 00:00:55.654 --> 00:00:57.000 this practice… 12 00:00:57.000 --> 00:01:05.966 Everything changed. It was as if I had been one person and became 13 00:01:05.966 --> 00:01:13.000 another. I began to feel joy. Just joy. I am happy. 14 00:01:13.000 --> 00:01:19.116 I no longer have those thoughts that were always there throughout my 15 00:01:19.116 --> 00:01:25.413 life and took away energy. I do not even know how to explain it. Now I 16 00:01:25.413 --> 00:01:30.000 wake up feeling like a completely different person. 17 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:35.175 For the first time in so many years… Since childhood I had lived with 18 00:01:35.175 --> 00:01:40.500 headaches in the mornings. Getting up was difficult. I struggled to get 19 00:01:40.500 --> 00:01:45.900 up at nine. If I had to get up at seven, it was a disaster. The headache 20 00:01:45.900 --> 00:01:48.000 simply did not let me do it. 21 00:01:48.000 --> 00:01:54.542 I had lived like that since childhood, and it became normal for me. It 22 00:01:54.542 --> 00:01:58.000 made getting up for school difficult. 23 00:01:58.000 --> 00:02:04.491 Now… It feels like a miracle; I cannot call it anything else. A miracle 24 00:02:04.491 --> 00:02:10.891 spreading from my inner state to the world around me, to circumstances 25 00:02:10.891 --> 00:02:14.000 and events that are now beginning… 26 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:23.390 It feels as though I am being guided towards where I need to go. I see 27 00:02:23.390 --> 00:02:25.000 these hints. 28 00:02:25.000 --> 00:02:31.273 I see everything differently, simply because I feel differently. That 29 00:02:31.273 --> 00:02:37.636 was a discovery for me. I probably would not have believed it if I had 30 00:02:37.636 --> 00:02:40.000 not experienced it myself. 31 00:02:40.000 --> 00:02:45.847 It is impossible to put into words how the world felt before and how it 32 00:02:45.847 --> 00:02:51.694 feels now. You can describe changes in the physical world, but I cannot 33 00:02:51.694 --> 00:02:54.000 describe the changes inside. 34 00:02:54.000 --> 00:02:59.635 It is happiness, happiness and joy. Creative energy has appeared. I want 35 00:02:59.635 --> 00:03:03.000 to create things and get up in the morning. 36 00:03:03.000 --> 00:03:08.852 Now I get up at six in the morning. I enjoy getting up. And I have lots 37 00:03:08.852 --> 00:03:14.209 of time to do things and take care of myself. My everyday life is 38 00:03:14.209 --> 00:03:18.000 becoming different; my health feels different. 39 00:03:18.000 --> 00:03:26.058 I am very grateful to Alexander. I am very grateful to God that I met 40 00:03:26.058 --> 00:03:34.000 him, because to me he is someone who brings light to people’s souls. 41 00:03:34.000 --> 00:03:39.385 Souls that perhaps have never seen that light. At least, I am speaking 42 00:03:39.385 --> 00:03:44.615 about myself. In this physical body, I did not fully understand what 43 00:03:44.615 --> 00:03:48.000 light was. Now I am beginning to understand. 44 00:03:48.000 --> 00:03:53.473 After the practice, with each day my eyes open more and more to this 45 00:03:53.473 --> 00:03:57.900 world, and events around me change. I am very grateful.